~*LooKing baCk @ 2010*~
Saturday, January 1, 2011 |9:15 PM

~*LooKing baCk @ 2010*~

It has been quite sometime since I last blogged. 2010 has been quite a busy, happy, sad, confused, in short = mix feelings ^_^.

20 Apr 2010: I tendered my resignation in M1...
19 Apr 2010: My last day with M1
1 May 2010: Someone new came into my life and embark on the journey together
19 Apr 2010: My last day @ work with M1 (is this a new beginning?)
20 May 2010: My new employment with NexWave Telecoms

New employment has been quite tough since my predecessor left 1 month before I joined and there's totally no handover to me...Time passed quite fast in the new company without me realizing what I have really done thru out the year...

1 Sep 2010: Big day, yes of course!It's my bday!
Besties- Took me to Batam for surprise celebration and bought me pearl earring from Citigem
Colleagues- Took me to Carnivor for yummy buffet lunch! But because I'm unwell, I can't really eat that much and bought me Hello Kitty stuffs
Bf- Took me for a very nice dinner @ Ma Maison, Bugis and bought me a pretty LV wallet!

19 Nov 2010: Yes, without realizing I've been with the company for 6 months and finally passed my probation.

I always have this thought that only big company will have "small idiots" playing politics. But to my surprise, I'm so so so wrong. Even a small company with only 60 employees also full of politics and 2 faces people.

Till now, I should say I'm quite lucky as I have a good boss but at the same time need to handle 2 faces people that I need to face and support everyday...sigh...I've no choice but to stay on...Have been thinking what I really want to do in life but I've yet to reach any conclusion till today.

Once I thought I will quit my job and take a long break to go for world tour. But later I changed my mine. How bout taking a long break and do a voluntary job in less fortunate country? Sounds interesting right? But I must be rich in order to do that. How can I survive if I do not have enough savings to hold me on...erm... say a year?

24 Dec 2010: It's Christmas Eve, everywhere is crowded and this year, it's very very cold...but still lack of something, YES YES YES! It's the snow!

25 Dec 2010: Went for a normal dinner and watch movie (sounds so boring huh?) with Mindy's bf, Hildya's bf and my bf of coz

We always hear this "Life is like a box of chocolate". Yes I agree as we do not know what we going to get...

30 Dec 2010: Bosses threw a bomb by the retrenchment announcement. Retrenchment??!!Economy is doing well but but but? Well, I can come out with 1mil excuses but decision is still with the bosses...

I felt very sorry in my life for the first time...I mean @ workplace. Altho I'm not very close to my colleagues but we see each other almost everyday. 1 of them, is my teammate. It seems I've taken over her position thus she has to leave. Altho bosses said it's a restructuring but I still couldn't get over it.

My boss said, this is very normal in a corporate world. Either you stay or the other person stays. It all depends on luck but I think I trust god more as HE has his plans for me. I'm feeling quite moody and down, as I don't think this is a good news to end the year 2010...

The only thing that I can say...goodbye 2010 and Welcome 2011 with a hope and better tomorrow ahead...







~*Things Happening in Jan 2010*~
Tuesday, February 2, 2010 |4:19 PM

~*Things Happening in Jan 2010*~

4 Jan: Back to work after 2 week break...*_*. Feeling lethargic...

20 Jan:
It was my boss's last day at work. Everyone was asking whether I'm very happy. To me, I'm not happy nor unhappy. I'm just...feelingless towards her. haha!

24 Jan: I got my new 740sc (Softbank Mobile Phone) at S$350! Cheap huh?

25 Jan: Hmm...I was promoted and got my promotion letter ^_^

28 Jan: I got my 16gb iPhone at only S$12.60! (btw, it's a totally new set)

29 Jan: 2150 hrs- Flying off to Seoul on Asiana Airlines to see my JKS!It was my first time to Korea and I don't know a word of Hangul except "annyeong haseyo, gamsa hamnida, komapsumida, ne, jungsunghamnida". I think I'm crazy, somemore I'm flying alone...

30 Jan:
0530 hrs- Reached Incheon Airport, took limousine bus to Jamsil, where my hotel is....it's 0650 hrs when I reached Sincheon Subway Station. 24 hrs convenience store staff doesn't speak English. So...what am I supposed to do. Where is my Jamsil Tourist Hotel btw?I happened to stop a passer by (a couple) and the guy knows how to speak English! Weee!!!He told me to take a cab and instead of Jamsil Tourist Hotel, tell the cab driver Jamsil Kuang Guang Hotel (it sounds like that lar hah, but exact spelling in Hangul, I'm not very sure).Well, cab driver also don't know English! But nvm, he knows where I wanted to go to and paid 2,400 won for 2 minutes ride....

Checked in hotel at 0700hrs, took a shower and went for nap till 1200 hrs (korean time)- Singapore time will be 1 hour later which is 1100 hrs. Showered again and head to Myeon-dong for shopping! Yay!! Btw, I only shopped less than 30 minutes in Myeon-dong. Why? It's because of my obsessive compulsive buying behaviour my bag is too heavy and I couldn't carry it and walk around anymore hence I headed back to my hotel and watch TV. Haha! What a waste.....At 2230 hrs....Zzz Zzzz....






31 Jan: Yes, this is D-Day that I've waited for! Our Jang Keun Suk's FM at Seoul Olympic Hall @ Olympic Park. Reached the hall at 1030 hrs. Still early, not many people. So I queued and bought 2 hood sweater (1 for me and 1 for my cousin- Illustration by JKS himself!), 1 set of file folder with his image for my cousin and a USB memory card for myself!And I'm officially a Cri-J!Saw my membership card?


It was really cold, I think should be 1 degree. No joke man, standing under such a cold weather for bout 2 hours. I could hear his singing rehearsal from outside the hall!At 1pm, we're allowed to enter.


Our JKS's FM finally started at 2pm!He came out from a moving basement to stage and sang Without Words! Wow....he's really born to be a star.His live singing was really.....down to earth!Even dead people can crawl out from the grave...(hehe....too exaggerating hor?)


Next, it was a Q&A session with MC erm....(I couldn't remember the MC name, jungsung hamnida...). Our JKS really humorous, funny, cute, loveable and many many more. He's really honest and answered all questions directed to him.That's why we all (Eels/Cri J) love him because of his personality right?

After the Q&A, it was JKS's and friends heart to heart sharing session!He has 5 best friends. They always hang out together!People might misunderstand he's a gay but he's clarified in previous interview that he's not and he loves woman (noona like me?^_^) 1 of his best friends said, he meets JKS at least 3 times a day when they're not occupied. He only meet his gf once in a week but meet JKS so many times....pity his gf...haha....but I think his gf would understand their friendship.And also, his friends said he doesn't like to bathe, maybe 3 days still wearing same clothes!Oh no!I thought he's a hygiene freak? And he responded by saying, he's trying to protect the environment by reducing his number of shower?Lame eh...

Our JKS continued his singing session by presenting the song Goodbye, specially for all the crew and working teams...he really sing it very very well and put all his effort looking forward for this FM.

And guess what, he made a video showing his house, what's in his house, what boxers he has- cute cartoon boxer.... (making all the eels screaming and having breathing problem), showing his CK lime green underwear!! his kitchen, his bedroom and basically everything he has in his house lah.

CF time!Remember Drag It CF for Samsung? If you're an eel, you sure know this, if not...please do more homework before you tell people you're JKS's eel!haha....Yes yes...he directed and edited the CF himself. So it was shown to all the eels during FM session. Is there really such a perfect person in this world?? Well, he's not perfect!He can do everything except lip sync! hahaha...hilarious!


Wow wow! Our JKS showing off his DJ skills!But he really got this professional DJ's look. I'm amazed. After reading from online blog that he actually became a DJ at his friends newly opened club at Daegu, so I really wanted to see how talented he is. And kudos...he's not good...but really very very very good!!!During the DJing period, at that very moment, I thought I was in a club. Wahaha!!!Clubbing in my winter's clothing.


Here comes the most long awaiting moment. Everyone must have curious to know how he looks like back then? Yes, in 1987, 4 Aug, this boy named JKS was born! The video made by him shown all his baby pic and everything happening in 1980's. After the video, followed by 1980's dance, izzit a little like agogo? But not really. 3 dancers including him in bright blink blink coat dancing 1980's dance! wahaha.....Great performance!


After that followed by him singing alone, and wearing glasses! wow...our JKS is always good looking even in glasses huh? After 1980's of course 1990's right? It's showing the videos of him back then in 1990's.Well, our JKS is super duper chubby back then. Or should I said fat? (opps...). It's okay, we all went through our toughest time in life. From fat to thin, thin to fat and it goes on and on...but he's still very cute little boy!The whole planning of program was really fantastic. Next was 1990's dance and apparel that gave you YES!it feels like you're back to 1990's. Our JKS wore this cute hanging trousers (not sure what you call that, nvm...we shall look at the pic) and he danced and acted cutely with his glove dance! Candy dance, OMG....can feel my soul already flew up to heaven...am i still alive?








Year 2k, our JKS is already a grown up minam!!This time he came out with white singlet, he's super duper hot and I think everyone can feel the whole hall is burning hot, although is actually very cold since outside only 1 degree celcius. Huaaaaaaa......He danced and walked to the centre of the stage, guess what? He splashed 2 bottles of water towars the lucky eels! and pour the water on himself!very sexy and I can see his Burberry underwear! (only the brand okay since he lifted up his singlet- not exposing the whole underwear lah of course)!I love it when he sang Heartbeat by 2pm....sexy...sexy....

Very very long program line up huh?Okay...we all know the FM was really fun. But behind the fun that all the eels were having, what happen to JKS and all the working team? Yes!They're working and rehearsing really hard. JKS don't even have time to take his meal properly. I can see him dancing with hotdog in his hand, eating while practicing....(you can see this in the video but sorry I don't have the video...), really hard on our JKS hor...can really feel he's perfectionist and put all his infinity effort toward a successful FM.

Okay...this is what I always hated and I knew that I won't have any chance to participate.The youngest and the oldest fan will get some gift from JKS. What's the gift I'm not very sure coz I was sitting too far from the stage. But i knew the youngest eel is 1 year old. Oldest 62 years old!!!Argh...I'm so jealous!Angst! Haha...okay I think this time he came out with the hairstyles i love. All the hairs were tied up like in Minami Shineyo?I love his sideburns!



What's happening now? Are you ready to game? Ya!It's game session! The last 5 persons will be chosen to go up to stage and upclose with him. And again, I hated this the most, coz I've never ever stand a chance to be so upclose. All of us were asked to stand up and play "Follow what I do".

When the music stops, you must show the same expression as what JKS is doing. Okay...as usual, after few rounds, I sat down. The final are all the small kids, but JKS said the kids will not be able to stand his special gift so asked the kid's mom to come up to stage instead! Lucky ahjumma! I'm so jealous....*_*.What the final gift? 1st ahjumma got a hug from him and he carried her and swung her around. 2nd ahjumma got his hug and he piggied back her!!!! 3rd, 4th and 5th just got a hug but 5th one took advantage by kissing his hand.

I think our JKS got a shocked in his life coz he was pulling his hand away! (seems tat he gonna scream....). OMG OMG...what happen now? JKS suddenly appear from another side of the door and sang Still As Ever to this another ahjumma! And gave her a bouquet of red roses!And who is this ahjumma btw? And she was seated on a chair in the middle of the stage!!!I sooooo going to faint. Lucky I got no history of heart attack. The translator did not translate into mandarin and I don't know what's going on...Ugh Ugh!!He too sweet, I'll just say I do if he's proposing to me. haha!!! dream dream dream....

It seems that this is coming to an end....oh no no no, encore encore I don't want it to end. JKS is giving his Thank You speech to everyone. He never thought he'll have the chance to organize a FM with about 3k fans (including foreign fans)...Think his tears gonna come out anytime soon...But he said no no...cannot cry. haha!

Heart warming song....Can You Hear It? Of course can hear coz you're my JKS!!Opps, must control, cannot overreact coz he dislikes overacting person. And I think he doesn't like wild girls?Actually I'm holding back my tears as well coz it was so good that I don't want it to end!!NoooooooooooooooOOOOOOOooooooooo!

Urm....i thought it has ended and that was the last song? But no! he suddenly appeared in the middle of nowhere, at the fans seating on 2nd floors, situation became chaotic that his managers, securities surrounded him when he sang and moving around. All the fans rushed over to where he was and...it seems that it's end of the world and everyone rushing to a space ship to save their life. He did not come over to my side...sob sob....because, before he even can walk up, all the fans rushed down from their seats and flew towards him. I think his management company must have a shocked.

It seems that jap fans will respect their idol more and will not do such things. And I can see fans pulling his hands and he's trying to do it away with them by avoiding it.... I always believe, if you're overacting, people will try to stay away from you. So all the eels....be more rationale. Although I know all of us can't control our hand and legs when we see him. But please...self control if you want to be loved by him. Haha!

Last but not least....it the final video and the FM is coming to and end....coz it's near 1700 hrs. Final video shown is the working and preparation for the FM....Our JKS was too touched and I think stressed over this FM too, coz he wants to give everyone the best. He's trying to control his tears but they're stubborn!So....his managers and crew rushed him to back stage....I think everyone including himself really satisfied with the FM.

Altho I'm seated so far away, but I'm so lucky to be in the hall, enjoying his life performance ^_^...

*Note: Thanks to Jee-Eun (my Korea friend, also 1 of the Cri-J) who provided me with all JKS's pic at the FM. We're not allowed to take any pic/video during FM session.Also, I might have left out something in the program line up since it's a loooong 3 hours FM. Hopefully I can get some clips from youtube to upload so that everyone can see the flow better :). Photos uploaded by sequence of program...but I do not have full pics/video to be shared. Sorry.....




~*1st traffic light at hometown! 21 Dec 2009*~
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 |7:37 PM

~*1st traffic light at hometown! 21 Dec 2009*~

*The roundabout was removed and replaced with a traffic light! The traffic light opening ceremony was at 2pm and I was so obsessed about it. That evening itself, i forced my dad to go cycling with me and the routes that we took must must must passed by the traffic light!

Well, not that I've never cross a traffic light before, I've been driving for the past 10 years but it just surprised me that there'll ever be a traffic light in my small home sweet hometown. haha!!It was really fun looking at people crossing the traffic light. It was quite chaotic at first coz peoples were unsure which to look at to cross. Am I supposed to look at the round green light to turn or wait for the green arrow?

I think almost everyone got confused at first but eventually went thru the correct way after few times of training...I can't really remember when was the last I cycled around the town but it was really fun get to cycle again...

I remembered I got my first bicycle from my dad when I was in Primary 4 and it cost RM165 and the brand- Rally. I've been bugging my dad for a bicycle back then and he promised to buy me if I get No.1 in my class continuously for that year. When I talked bout it recently, he couldn't remember but it's okay. That time, I was soooo happy cycling around.

When I moved on to secondary skool, I wanted a motorbike instead. And my dad told me he would buy me if I get at least 5As in my PMR examination. But too bad, due to my playful behavior, I only got 4As. However, i still get my motorbike which my dad initially bought for my mom and it became mine after she had an accident when she rode it for the first time!It was a red Suzuki scooter with plat number QRA5587.

Later, I managed to enter the uni and joined the corporate world in year 2004. And again, my dad bought me a car! It's a Korean made car, Hyundai Accent and I love the plat number- WLX541. I was so happy when I got the car on 26 June 2004 and busy driving round and around and round to familiarized myself with the car as well as the road in KL.

Thinking back, I got everything from my dad ever since birth. I'm so lucky that I'm born to be loved. My dad has been driving his old laopok Proton Wira since 1997. I would like to get him a new car with my own salary. Unless there's a covered place to park, if not getting a new car and let it be under sun whole day will be a waste. Pity the car.....

From a bicycle, motorbike to car, my dad has spent a lot on me just on this 3 items. And me, what have have I done for him which can be considered as a great memory for him?*




~*开心吗 10 July 2009?*~
Saturday, July 18, 2009 |9:15 PM

~*开心吗 10 July 2009?*~

*Thank you God for everything that you've done for me! I got a special mid year salary adjustment!Wohooo!!It's equivalent to a promotion salary although not promoted. But it's still better than nothing. Getting a salary increment and adjustment during cost cutting/recession period is really miracle already!

At least I feel I'm a little appreciated ^_^.*




~*To Every Special Woman That I Know...*~
Friday, June 26, 2009 |10:06 PM

~*To Every Special Woman That I Know...*~

*Maya Angelou said this:

'I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.'

'I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.'

'I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life.'

'I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life'

'I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.'

'I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back..'

'I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.'

'I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.'

'I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back.'

'I've learned that I still have a lot to learn.'

'I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.'*






~*回不了头...30 Apr 2009*~
Friday, May 1, 2009 |8:41 PM

~*回不了头...30 Apr 2009*~


*在我大学的第一年, 我有四位很要好的朋友.在我第二年到毕业, 我们必须分开因为读不一样的科系. 但是无时无刻我们都会报此联络. 我昨天终于跟其中一个见面了还一起吃晚餐. 还提到以前好笑又很怀念的事情. 还有提到了以前的同班同学.

我们提的一个又一个, 然后就提到了其中一个男孩她就很惊讶地说 '你不知道他自杀了吗? 刚刚前几个月的事而已'.我突然不知道要说什么,也不知道该所什么.

我每次都觉得,自杀的人真的有很大的勇气. 不顾一切,就这样离开. 这种想法, 难道是对的吗? 我...办不到...听到了这个消息,我...感觉到很失落. 虽然不是很要好的朋友, 必经我们曾经是同班同学.

虽然我们都在不同的校园,他有时会发短信打电话来问候. 毕业之后他还是一样的继续发短信打电话给我还常提起我曾经煮过快熟面 + 香肠给他吃. 虽然只是一次,但他每次都会提起. 我没跟他说过我离开了马来西亚到新加坡工作,所以就这样失去联络了. 毕业过后的四年我们都没见过面. 忙碌的我,每次都说 '对不起,现在很忙不能跟你聊天'.

一直到昨天,我才想起这位朋友可是他在 21 Oct 2008 以离开人间了...所以说啊,我不想再后悔多一次. 我要继续做到最好最棒不想再有任何的遗憾! Fighting!*




~*天冷就回来*~
Saturday, April 25, 2009 |12:30 AM

~*天冷就回来*~


*这五个字是我最近在报账上看见的.成为一个很独立的小女孩,我在十七岁那年就离开家乡到西马去读大学.毕业过后,还是留在西马工作.我们都知道自己的家是避风港但像我这样的一个人,可以那么容易就说 '我累了,想回家' 吗?

每个父母都很希望儿女永远陪在身边吧? 我...很爱我家人可是在这个时候还无能为力把他们留在我身边或把我自己留在他们身边. 我必须工作. 虽然很多时间都会觉得很累, 很失落还是没办法对自己说 '天真的变冷了, 应该可以放弃一切然后回家去吧!'*





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